The
girl sitting across from me at Starbucks has nothing but her laptop and her
iphone on the table in front of her. The lighted apple on the back of her
computer appears lavender through the gray laptop case, almost the same color
as her faded cardigan. She has dark eyes and several gold bracelets around her
right wrist. Her perfectly threaded brow is furrowed intently whether she’s
looking at her phone or her computer – she alternates between the two. She has
shiny dark hair parted to the right and often looks away from her computer or
phone with a calculating or even confused look, as though working on a very
hard problem. She has gorgeous skin, and appears to have some sort of south
asian background. As I’m typing, a dark boy with a rust colored beanie comes to
meet her and sits across from her at the small table. He hands her a drink and
her lips purse as she takes a sip as though it is not her ideal drink. She then
explains that she is trying to memorize a story. The two begin to engage in
very sporadic small talk as they work on their individual assignments. He has
never heard of Jane Eyre. This kind of grosses her out.
Lena’s right leg absent mindedly
vibrated as she waited, checking her phone every few seconds between attempting
to memorize her lines. Her French partner was already fifteen minutes late and
if they didn’t rehearse she knew she would not get out of the C range in this
French class that she probably shouldn’t have tested into in the first place.
Lena recalled the only time previously she had rehearsed with Jake, and was not
looking forward to today’s sequel to the encounter.
After
another five minutes of anxiously preparing for the “date,” as Jake had grossly
called it, she saw him descending the stairs, carrying a two beverages. She
eagerly took the one he extended to her, grateful despite herself for free
caffeine, but her brows immediately joined in disgust as she tasted grainy
chocolate.
“What
is it?” She asked.
“Peppermint mocha,” Jake replied with that half
smile that followed the curve of his chin strap facial hair. “What, you don’t
like it?”
“No
it’s fine. It’s just… strong. It’s a lot. I usually get something more coffee
based.”
Silence.
Lena turned back to her computer, indicating to Jake that she needed another
minute to go over her lines. Feeling the silence weighing on her, she said, not
looking away from her computer, “So do you come here often?”
Jake
replied to unhearing ears, as Lena had no interest in Jake’s spare time
activities.
More
silence. Jake had not so much as touched his drink. “So do you wanna get
started?” suggested Jake.
“Yeah,
fine, sure.”
Lena
cleared her throat and took one last glance over the format, knowing that Jake
was unlikely to have prepared thoroughly enough, and she might have to cover
for him. “Go ahead.”
“La
semaine dermiere, je suis allée au Chicago pour –“
“Á
Chicago,” Lena interrupted.
“What?”
“It should be á Chicago because it’s a city. That’s the preposition.”
“It should be á Chicago because it’s a city. That’s the preposition.”
“Oh.”
“Go
on.”
“Je
suis allée Á Chicago
pour la match de football americain contre Northwestern et Michigan.”
Prepared,
Lena replied, “Oh, qui a gagné?”
“Shouldn’t
it be ‘ce qui?’”
“What?”
“It should be ‘ce qui’ because there’s no noun preceding the relative pronoun.”
“It should be ‘ce qui’ because there’s no noun preceding the relative pronoun.”
Lena
exhaled sharply, frustrated at his correctness. He was so lazy yet somehow he did better on the exams. Tense, Lena
glowered over at Jake, who merely shrugged his shoulders. For some inexplicable
reason, Lena’s face was getting hot and she felt a lump in her throat.
“Everything okay?” Asked Jake.
“Everything okay?” Asked Jake.
“I
just don’t get why I can’t fucking GET this relative pronoun thing. I’m in calc
three for engineering and I can’t fucking figure out the difference between
‘qui’ and ‘ce qui?’ What the fuck is wrong with me?”
“Whoa
whoa, baby, calm down, it’s okay, it’s all cool,” cooed Jake, rubbing her arm.
Lena
jumped violently and knocked over her drink.
“Don’t
touch me, don’t call me that, please don’t touch me.”
“Can
you calm down? You’re making a scene,” replied Jake, not removing his hand from
her shoulder.
“Can
you not touch me? Can you please not touch me?”
“I’m
trying to help you, I’m afraid you’re gonna go crazy,” explained Jake, still
not raising his voice even a decibel.
Lena
was frustrated by his calmness. Why did she hate him? Why was she getting so
upset over a French grammatical error? Why did she feel so threatened by him?
“You
spilled your drink. Let me get you another one.”
“I
don’t want another drink! I don’t want your gross chocolate abomination!”
“Then
drink mine.”
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